Okay it's time to get serious. I have so many unfinished books it is making me crazy. I am so unsettled by my easy ability to churn out the beginnings of novels, (sometimes middles as well) I am starting to think about asking for some real help.
I never understood why any writer would ask another writer to write their books, that makes them a storyteller but not a writer, no craft, no graft. Now here I ma thinking, is there anyone out there who can take my Vampyres novel and finish it because I just can't and it's really hurting me. I love it, I adore it, I believe it is probably the best book I have written and yet I cannot finish it. In my head I see the ending, I know them I know what happens to them so why can't I just write it down?
Every time I re-open the file I start messing about with the beginning, that's why. Every time. Hundreds of them, hundreds of failed attempts to not look at the first chapter, completely ignore the start and skip to where I left off. But I don't trust myself, I know I will tamper. I am now at the stage where I don't want to look at it anymore. I wish I knew someone who would take it, shape it and write it to conclusion, I can tell them what is will be. HELP!